Ahem...Question of Destiny!!!

The most intriguing question i have right now is where am i going? I know i am not in the right path. I have seen too many dawns lazily, initially it was fun.. But at the dusk i see myself loosing the race by a lap everyday. I feel i am destined ( this is a tall claim for me) for something, still i feel ashamed of what i am right now. This is also the process that i had to undertake for what that awaits me( Atlast some consolation). I always ask when? when am i going to do but it never dawns on me that its Now or never( A popular ad :)). I keep watching me always, what i do? how i do? am i better? to the irony i am silent watcher always... Stuck to do the mistakes i do always.
To the popular belief that I (That is you in your case) is capable of acomplishing anything i desire... I got a lot of options to explore so i get confused to choose and be the same as what i am. I think you must have known about Davini( not the CS player) he is well known for his master pieces, the sad part his most of his works are incomplete. He is a bunny hopper, like me( atlast i am satisfied with the comparision) but still i cant bunny hop in CS :'( . This character is hindering me to complete this blog even. I have a motivation to work but not for long to even finish it. Somebody shoot my head to change my attitude( Is there any one wanting to change my attitude.. Tell me i wud be glad). World has a lot of losers who like thier kind(Atleast I wud) hoping this would answer my question...

The INdecisive GURU

Being used to everything is one kind of suffering a person can undergo voluntarily. In plain English - Not minding to jump into a well if someone asks you to do so... As you believe its OK to adjust with everything. This is a passion of being the passive, humble being you want to become. But you should know when to say YES and when to say NO. Getting used to accepting things other thing is one of the side effects of being a good(very good) boy to others... This cant be cured by being a bad boy. The cure is understanding the balance of following a habit. Being good boy doesn't make the world a better place to live,it just adds the burden on you. Just help others by allowing them to carry the burden themselves if you feel that they should learn from their mistakes.
But 'Every habit has a side effect' thats what i believe. I have stated a ambiguous statement but that is a truth. If you are compulsively following something then there is a possibility that you may end up in all the wrong things that are possible. Better you take a break and relax, change, play thats what life is all about. Like way you think about a person will be change drastically over a period of time. Life is a short time to understand yourself and correct your mistakes. Don't try to correct it... Let it flow as a river. You will know what to do.

Try to figure out why i kept the title..... :)