Ahem...Question of Destiny!!!

The most intriguing question i have right now is where am i going? I know i am not in the right path. I have seen too many dawns lazily, initially it was fun.. But at the dusk i see myself loosing the race by a lap everyday. I feel i am destined ( this is a tall claim for me) for something, still i feel ashamed of what i am right now. This is also the process that i had to undertake for what that awaits me( Atlast some consolation). I always ask when? when am i going to do but it never dawns on me that its Now or never( A popular ad :)). I keep watching me always, what i do? how i do? am i better? to the irony i am silent watcher always... Stuck to do the mistakes i do always.
To the popular belief that I (That is you in your case) is capable of acomplishing anything i desire... I got a lot of options to explore so i get confused to choose and be the same as what i am. I think you must have known about Davini( not the CS player) he is well known for his master pieces, the sad part his most of his works are incomplete. He is a bunny hopper, like me( atlast i am satisfied with the comparision) but still i cant bunny hop in CS :'( . This character is hindering me to complete this blog even. I have a motivation to work but not for long to even finish it. Somebody shoot my head to change my attitude( Is there any one wanting to change my attitude.. Tell me i wud be glad). World has a lot of losers who like thier kind(Atleast I wud) hoping this would answer my question...